Haiz...
Shall blog for the last 2 days and today ba...

26th Feb:
Went to meet ♥ Darling ♥ at her work place...
Den went to kovan to cut my hair...
Den went back to ♥ Darling ♥'s hse for dinner...
Den i went home...

27th Feb:
♥ Darling ♥ gone gym after work...
Supposed to be a usual 2 hour session...
So i went jogging and work-ed out...
Suddenly ♥ Darling ♥ say she's done...
Den stupid Singtel service went crazy...
Haiz...
♥ Darling ♥ and xt went to meet some guy...
So i rushed down to meet ♥ Darling ♥...
Feel kinda xtra at macdonalds...
Feel like the odd one out...
I hate my sixth sense...
Stupid sense tt tells me when something is wrong...
Haiz...
Den sent ♥ Darling ♥ home...

28th Feb:
As usual...
I m at work, ♥ Darling ♥ at work...
But i didnt sms ♥ Darling ♥ today when i went lunch...
Cuz went with boss... So couldn't sms...
And my lunch today only 15mins...
Haiz...
♥ Darling ♥ oso didn't sms to tell me she went lunch...
She only told me she's bz...
So i asked her why nv sms me...
Den she started being defensive...
Haiz...
Cannot ask meh?
Have i ever said u went for lunch with another guy?
Even if u did, wad can i do?
I am not exactly the 'best fish' in the sea...
Haiz...
Juz a simple answer can le wad...
Cant u juz say things like 'Sorry, i forgot...'
Haiz...
Endearments...
So seldom used le...
Sweet talks and endearments...
Even simple 3-worded phrases...
Not even a good night...
Haiz...
Headache...
Cant slp...
Even play game oso cant tell me...
Never even ask me to play with u...
Juz play urself...
Haiz...

Things haf been lying the sharp edge of a knife recently...
Very quiet but all very deadly at the same time...
Not reallie going very well...
Since things started changing...
For good or not i duno...
Lots of things has change...
Juz a miserly 2 days or so...

Some people say leap years are no good...
One extra day in the year to screw things up...

Haiz...
There are so many things tt i m unsure of right now...
Unsure of my music...
Unsure of my education...
I miss my old life at times...
I miss late nights out doing nothing...
I miss working and actually having a decent pay every month...
I hate NS...
Things have been rather out of touch lately...
I really duno what the heck i m doing any more...

Feel like just quitting and putting everything aside...
Find an island paradise and live like 'robinson crusoe' for awhile...
Too much things going on...
Too hectic...
Too confusing...
Too much too fast...

"The above striked-out words are to be ignored.
But when things are said wont be taken back.
Its not only wad i say tt i remember.
But wad others say as well."


Enough about me i guess...
Some other things tt has been going on...

Mas Selamat bin Kastari, the JI leader for Singapore...
Who was accused of planning to hijack a plane...
And crash it into Changi Airport in Singapore quite a few years back...
Escaped from whitley detention centre on Wednesday...
A bit hooo haaa came about him...
A massive manhunt has been on to find this terrorist...
Experts believe he will escape to Sumatra, Indonesia...
Where the JI leaders are hiding at...
Some others believe he will conduct a mass suicide bombing in Singapore itself...
Army personnel, Police, and Civil Defence Forces...
All were deployed for the manhunt and a nation-wide civilian notification...
Hmmm...

My camp today has been on freakin High Alert...
With so much security check and all tt...
Hmmm...
Apparently...
He also attempted to plan a bombing on MINDEF previously too...
But failed...

Hmmm...
Wad if he decides to bomb MINDEF again...
But with me inside...
Hmmm...
Scary thought isn't it?
Was telling my frens in camp...
"IF i catch him, mebbe i will get a medal and ORD earlier?"
Hmmm...

Let's just hope this terrorist will be caught soon...
Or things seem grim...