Hmmm...
Things haf been ok for awhile...
Mebbe things will become better i hope...
I m running out of ideas to change the situation...
I m running out of ideas to help...
I m running out of the ability to do smthing...
Mebbe letting things be will be better...
Juz feel damn useless...
On MC today...
Wasnt feeling very good...
Actually good enough to go work...
But reallie no mood...
Today morning...
My room was in a total mess...
I couldnt find a single thing at all...
So i asked mommy...
Mommy told me that she split water all over my table the other day...
WTH?
Den nv tell me...
So she kept everything tt used to be on the table...
Den nv put it back...
Some things she forgot where she put...
Haiz...
Couldnt find anything at all...
Pissed...
Couldnt take it anymore...
Simply exploded...
Wanted someone to talk to...
But darling sleeping... So i can only scream at my pillow...
Haiz...
Decided to stay home today...
Packed up my old poly notes...
Wanted to go buy files de...
At the same time can meet darling for a while today...
Den darling said she is bz today...
Got a lunch date... + piano class...
No time to meet up...
So i stayed home alone lor...
No $$ to spend and buy files anyway...
Haiz...
Broke...
Juz dun feel like doing anything...
Got to go for class soon...
Reallie dun feel like going...
But its juz a practical...
Haiz...
Shld be going ba...
Headache...
